April 2010
March 2010
tomorrow is my 21st birthday.
and i just realized.i have nothing to show for my life so far.this depression needs to go away.i honestly don’t know how much longer i can take it before i snap.maybe i should check myself into a mental hospital to get my mind working right again.i feel insane.i don’t know anymore.
Don’t even, I attempted to do that a few weeks ago and once you’re almost admitted, you want to leave immediately. Roll down a grassy hilll and land in some flowers. ultimate cure yea
it’s all muddy outside,there’s no flowers.and i’ve tried everything to pull myself out of this slump i’ve been in.nothings working.it’s a horrid feeling. :[
“i thought with a month of apart
together would find us an opening
and moonlight would provide the spark
and that i would stumble across the key
or break down the door to your heart
forever could see us not you and me
and you’d help me out of the dark
and i’d give my heart as an offering.” —three cheers for five years - mayday parade.
together would find us an opening
and moonlight would provide the spark
and that i would stumble across the key
or break down the door to your heart
forever could see us not you and me
and you’d help me out of the dark
and i’d give my heart as an offering.” —three cheers for five years - mayday parade.
tomorrow is my 21st birthday.
and i just realized.i have nothing to show for my life so far.this depression needs to go away.i honestly don’t know how much longer i can take it before i snap.maybe i should check myself into a mental hospital to get my mind working right again.i feel insane.i don’t know anymore.
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